Levy ” CoLLine”

gEttinG To know “kuLetz”

a Msg from GOD to GIRLS

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 6:20 pm on Monday, October 2, 2006

" No man will ever claim you unless he claims you from me..for I reserved a man for you who has my heart and loves me even more than he will for you…For I won’t give you unless he asks you from me…He’s asleep; don’t wake him…he’s busy for me, my kingdom…soon you will know him…but i have the perfect time…you are my PRINCESS, my daughter…let no prince claim you unless he asks you from my hand…for I am your Father, the KING of kings…YOU, My princess are worth loving for…."

—> d best to…hehe…la lang…share ko lang…

ang mga boys tlga!!!!! haha =p

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 1:30 am on Monday, April 24, 2006

Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, babae naman ang laging talo a, hindi lalaki.
Kami ang laging lugi, kami ang laging nawawalan at iniiwan.

Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti, nag-ayos ng konti, pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.
Marinig lang nila na malakas kang magsalita, palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.

Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit, kulang na lang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin at gustong ligawan dapat disente, dapat mala-anghel ang mukha, dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?

Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake. Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka, para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot, "easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.

Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo, di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.
Natural lang na magtiis kayo, may gusto kayo sa amin eh.

Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon, wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo, babaliktad na ang sitwasyon, kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo, magtipid, magtiis.

Pag nabili na at napagsawaan wala na, balewala na.
Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.
Tawagan na lang kita pag trip ko o kaya’y
pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo.
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba.
Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.

Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka, maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon, pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando, aba, masasakal naman.
Sasabihin pa sa iyo "demanding" ka.
Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space" at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.

Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait, maging devoted at faithful?
Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan, iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala, makikay at kung anu-ano pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.
Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo iyon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa.
Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre na lang.
Kapag nagloko na kayo, ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang.
Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.

Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin, Hindi kami nagdedemand!
Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami,

icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.
Seryoso rin naman kami ah.
At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming magmature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh, isip 15 pa yun.
It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan ang
pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math.

Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.
Kesyo drama daw.

Diba kapag umiyak ka, nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan?
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!
Alam niyo iyon? Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo, pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.

Hindi nila kami maintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.
Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita? Mas iba kaming magmahal.

Mas masarap.

Kapag natapos na ang lambingan, eh di siyempre iwanan blues na. Kami pa raw ang nagsawa, kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago, sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba?

Kami ang walang choice.
Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo" lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato. Wa-epek.
Tsk, tsk, tsk. Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa.

Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki.
Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano. Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.
Kapag pumangit ka after the break up, magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman, ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan na naging girlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init, sala sa lamig talaga.

Ano ba namang buhay to? Ang hirap ding maging babae ano. Kala nila laging sila nalang.
Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.
In-love din kami.

Ang mga lalake talaga, oo.

don’t say goodbye..i lyk dis…

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 2:54 am on Friday, March 31, 2006

Don’t Say Goodbye
Juana

Didn’t mean to hurt you badly
Don’t think that i am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you’ve wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through

But i know that the problem’s within me
You’re so nice but your love don’t deserve me
Or maybe i’m just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times i’ve been hurt
So much trust i put on a relationship
So much suffering i got in the pains to remain

Refrain
You know i like you but i don’t wanna take the risk
So confused and i don’t know how to deal with it
Need some time for a while before i give my heart away

Chorus
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for a while before i give my heart away
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye
I need some time for a while before i give my heart away

Now i know i wasn’t thinking before
That’s why i’m always ending up with mr. wrong
Learning from the past, don’t wanna make mistake
You could be mr. right or could be a fake

why?!!!

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 12:00 am on Tuesday, February 28, 2006

I don’t know why am i feeling this way
you gave me so much pain these past few days yet i am still inlove with you
i don’t know what to do to get rid of you
to get rid of our sweet memories for the past thirty four months
‘coz the thought that we fell apart is killing me
do you think i like it?!!!
no! but what can i do?!
i guess nothing, but to wait
wait until my heart gets numb
I know it takes time for me to heal
Maybe tomorrow, next week, next month or next year
how i wish that time is NOW
so i will be ready to give my heart to someone who will never break it

sa mga broken harted….

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 3:09 am on Sunday, February 26, 2006

A Hurting Letter

Tears are falling from my eyes,

as I sit and cry at night.

blood is dripping from my heart,

as I try to write.

I have so much pain,

I’m hurt a lot,

I can’t explain all this,

I’m just falling apart.

no one understands,

I don’t know where to start

and I don’t know where to end.

love hurts so much,

like a thousand stabbing knives,

especially when you have all this pain,

that you wish you could deny.

I’m so sore right now,

my heart is racing fast,

I wish I could forget all this,

and leave it in the past.

but there will always be a memory,

a memory of us both,

how we both loved each other,

and in my heart I’ll hold.

I will always hold this memory

even though you won’t care,

and the scar you left in my heart

will always be there.

anqt nito…bagay sakin…haaay

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 3:05 am on Sunday, February 26, 2006

The Art of Letting Go

It’s over. He’s gone.

Why do we have to part while
the love is still there?
Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when
somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet
only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered,
words left unsaid, letters left unread,
poems left undone, songs left unsung,
love left unexpressed,
promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship,
one of the hardest things to do
is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal
because you’ll never know when you
will be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go,
feel not the pain of parting:
it is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left
with memories of a love
that was meant to be,
a love that was.

At the beginning and at the end
of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem,
but that’s the way love goes.
That’s the drama, the bittersweet
and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end
without us knowing when,
without us knowing how,
without us even knowing why.
And we must forget not because we have to
but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come
not as a single spy but in batallion.
It seems that everywhere you go,
everything you do,
every song you hear,
every turn of your head,
every move of your body,
every beat of your heart,
every blink of your eye and every breath
you take always reminds you of him.
It’s like a stab of a knife,
a torture in the night.
Funny how the whole world
becomes depopulated
when only one person is missing.
Just imagine,
there are billion people on earth
and yet it seems you feel lonely
and empty without the other.

I don’t know if it’s worth calling an art,
but letting go entails
special skills sparkled
with a considerable space and time.
Time heals all wounds but it takes
a little push on our part.
Acceptance plays a part.
Not all love stories end with
"…and they live happily ever after."

Sometimes we have to part because of
circumstances beyond our control.
We have to suffer if it would
mean happiness for others.
We have to cry to
temporarily let go of the pains.
Every beginning has its end
like every dawn has its dusk.
It’s something we can’t control,
something we had to live up.

It’s over.
He’s gone. But life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn’t always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time
where questions will be answered,
words will be spoken,
letters will be read,
poems will be recited in the night,
songs will be sung in harmony,
love will be expressed in solitude and
promises will be fulfilled.
Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

bkt ganto?!!!

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 3:04 am on Sunday, February 26, 2006
  • It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can’t live without you.
  • The most stupid mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won’t hurt you again.
  • The hottest love has the coldest end-socrates

…haaaay…

Filed under: Uncategorized — colline18 at 2:56 am on Sunday, February 26, 2006

"Love?"

When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express

Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing

Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts
Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain

For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent